9 May 2005
I prayed silently before the tabernacle in the parish
am the Lord, your God. I am with you. What is lacking in you, I give to you. I
am Love itself, and only love is able to silence all evil. I am your Saviour,
trust in me.
wish to immerse you all in my Sacred Heart, so that you may be cleansed from all
sin by my Precious Blood. Offer up to me this Precious Blood, in particular for
my disciples, the priests.
love is victorious! Amen.”
said the following words in private:
who has consecrated himself to my Sacred Heart and placed himself into it
completely, will not be abandoned by me!”
05. 2005, Monday after Pentecost
heard the voice of Saint Teresa of
people ask your advice, my friend, regarding their own supernatural experience
of God, listen to them and do not allow yourself to be troubled. The true Spirit
of God blows and in doing so, He breathes humility and genuine servitude into a
recipient of true gifts of God will tend to adopt the correct approach and turn
to the church, to a spiritual director and confessor. Should this not be the
case, then advise them to do this. Without spiritual support their soul will err,
for God's gifts need to be interpreted by the church; a considerable amount of
experience is required to distinguish between that which comes from God and that
which comes from the other side.
there is resistance in submitting to the judgement of the church, no credence
should be given at all. For whence would come the necessary humility and respect
for God? Would the Holy Spirit not have needed to inspire the soul with these
if such a person speaks to you of their gifts, I suggest you swiftly recommend
that they entrust everything to a spiritual director. Just as you subject
yourself to the judgement of the church, so God would want this person to do
likewise and not to proclaim his gifts until the church has carried out a
thorough examination. Should the soul refuse, then it is full of pride and must
rule is God's will as it is a sound one. Theology and knowledge of God go hand
06. 06. 2005 (5.22 pm approx)
Lady stepped out of the wonderful bright oval light as the Immaculate One. She
was dressed all in white with a golden crown on her head. In her prayerfully
folded hands she held a rosary made of blue roses, at the end of which was a
golden cross. She was barefoot and a red rose lay at her feet. She had a big
smile and blessed us all: „In the name of the Father and of the Son and of the
Holy Spirit.“ She glided closer to us and golden rays, emanating from the
circle of light which surrounded her, came down on us all. These rays reached as
far as the church door. She said:
children, I greet and bless you in the name of my beloved Son, Jesus Christ!
Pray, pray, pray! Children, do you know why so many saints accompany you and why
they have appeared in Sievernich? Saint Josaphat, Saint Sister Faustina, Saint
Charbel, Mirjam of Abellin, Father Alef?“.....(She listed Saints and people of
religious significance who had appeared in Sievernich).
are praying for unity of the church in the truth. THERE CAN ONLY BE UNITY IN THE
have come to you from heaven in order to bless and strengthen you so that you
may follow my Son.“
then presented my concerns to her saying: „Dear Mother of God, you and your
Son Jesus have instructed me to create a spiritual centre for adoration in
Sievernich. Yet I cannot carry out this task as I do not have the necessary
approval of the priests. What can I do? I beg you to help me.“
child, pray and do everything I tell you. Those who do not listen to my word
will be held to account before my Son. Love and pray!
each other! See what my Son Jesus has done for you. Seek refuge in His most
Sacred Heart. Endure great changes, be strong in my Son. Love, endure, forgive
and be merciful!“
glided out of the church in order to bless those waiting outside. After a few
minutes she returned, gave a blessing and received all petitions into her open
heart. I was a little afraid that today might have been her last apparition in
Sievernich. She assured me that this was not in fact her last apparition. She
blessed us once more before parting, said the
'Glory be to the Father....' and vanished into the light.
17 June 2005, 3.00 pm
heard the voice of Saint Teresa of
who are close to the Lord and delight in His love, will receive sufferings from
Him – not simply for the sake of suffering. Mere suffering would be pointless.
It would not be desirable for man.
they unite themselves with the Crucified One, and because of His suffering, they
will suffer with Him. They suffer for those who live far from Him, in sin. They
suffer so that these lukewarm people who are distanced from God, as well as
those who despite being consecrated religious, constantly offend the Lord, might
be saved. The Risen One will give them salvation: salvation to the suffering
because of His love and to sinners because of His mercy.
are my Shepherd, Lord Jesus,
At a time when your sheep are often abandoned.
say to us: hold fast to me,
For I come to you as Eucharistic Saviour!
Live these times with me!
my sheep, must form a herd,
So that the heretics do not scatter you.
I want to take care of you and I see each one of you.
I await you in the sacraments of my church.
There I am all-present for you.
and experience My love!
Jesus, divine Majesty,
I want to do this and to be with You.
I visit You in Your church,
'You strengthen me in life.
You shine and light up for me my everyday.
adoration You give us spiritual fruits,
the branches of Your vine, our pastors.
Send them to us, Lord!
Gladly will we do You this favour
and pray for them,
so that Your herd may be led by shepherds
who live in Your love.“
4 July 2005, 5.24 pm
felt a sensation of great heat; then I saw a bright white oval-shaped light.
Mary, the Immaculate Mother of God stepped out of this light. She was clothed
all in white and was wearing a gold crown on her head. In her hands she held a
rosary made of blue roses. The scapular of
first message was private.
children, I greet you and bless you in the Name of my beloved Son Jesus Christ.
Place your concerns into my Immaculate Heart. My Son Jesus loves you and He is
merciful. I want to ease the pain of those who suffer just as my divine Son
permits me to do.“
this point follows an instruction given by Our Lady.
desire that all nations visit me in this place. Not for my honour but that of my
Son who must be worshipped here!“
of light descended on us from her.
presented my concerns to her. She said to me:
my Son Jesus does not give you suffering, how do you hope to come to me to
glided outside the church, blessed the praying crowd, returned and blessed us
all as well as the rosaries „in the Name of the Father and the Son and the
Holy Spirit.” Slowly she disappeared into the light.
July 2005 - On the subject of weakness
heard the voice of saint Teresa of Avila:
you pronounce yourself master over sin, you will fall straight into its trap. Do
not toy with temptation; instead you should avoid it, for it can bind you so
quickly. If, however, you recognise in your weakness the Lord's magnitude, He
will strengthen you unceasingly. He, the Sublime One, knows that you suffer from
the consequences of Original Sin and thus will fall anew each day. Therefore He
will lift you up again and again, ... He who is unending Love!
who truly recognises his own weakness lives in the Lord for he abandons himself
to Him completely. If you call yourself weak, do not take yourself too seriously
and if you live in Him, then He will bestow on you gifts and strength beyond
she revealed to me a prayer which she recommended for private devotion:
I am weak.
for without You
it seems to me,
into Your hands
and feel safe.
You love Your child.“
1 August 2005, 5.24pm (approx)
felt a sensation of great heat and I saw to the left of the altar, from my
perspective, a wonderful bright, oval-shaped light. Our Lady, the Immaculate
One, emerged from this light. Clothed all in white, she wore a golden crown on
her head. In her hands she held a rosary made of white roses and on her arm she
said: „I greet you, holy Virgin Mary!“
children, I greet you in the name of my beloved Son, Jesus Christ. I have come
to you from heaven - not to make you mighty. My divine Son wishes you to become
loving people. People who love give thanks and ask; they do not demand. Come to
my Son, Jesus. Perceive how He loves you.“
blessed us all „in the Name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit“
and wonderful rays emanated from her heart towards us. The holy Virgin now
spread her mantel out over us and the latter reached beyond the walls of the
your spiritual director, that it is my wish to have a well constructed, an
followed a personal message.
she glided through the church out towards the people all of whom she blessed.
I have come to you in order to alleviate your suffering. Place all your worries
into my Immaculate heart.“
blessed us once more „in the Name of the Father and the Son and the Holy
Spirit.” I thanked her wholeheartedly, upon which she slowly disappeared into
August 2005 - Love overcomes sin in the world
heard the voice of saint Teresa of Avila :
is eternal order. Everything in Him is well ordered. His order lasts eternally
and I will summarise it for you in one word: Love! The Lord Himself is Perfect
Love. All that deviates from this order and is thus disordered, is called sin.
Sin is therefore a ‘distancing of oneself’ from the Lord, namely from Love
itself. The whole of creation is subject to His order ... and so the world,
which lives far removed from Him and does not recognise Him, will only be able
to be healed, sanctified through His Love.
is His Sublime Majesty to achieve this? By sending His light, His own people
into the world, who proclaim His Word and with a burning love carry out that
which the Lord asked of them. It is not sufficient merely to have a burning
heart. To overcome human respect and to do that which the Lord commands, therein
lies the fulfillment of His Word. You ask, doubting, whether these people might
not be consumed in the world...?
Love burns, it does not consume. The Lord’s light desires to be borne in the
shelter of your heart. This flame wishes to be fanned by stillness and prayer.
Consider this: it is the precious Light of the Lord, the flame of His Love,
which He wants to kindle in you and in your neighbour.”
taught me the following prayer:
in the darkness
of my heart,
kindle Your Light.
fanned in stillness,
flaming in prayer,
igniting my neighbour,
gives warmth and shelter.
all in all
and all in one,
all is one,
05. 09. 2005 (5.24 pm approx)
had the sensation of great heat. After a while, I saw the wonderful bright
oval-shaped light to my left near the altar. Our Lady, the Immaculate One,
emerged from this light. She was wearing a golden crown and was clothed all in
white. In her hands she held a long rosary made of white roses. The cross on
this rosary had a three-leaf shape at each end. The lower end of the cross
touched the globe on which Our Lady was standing barefoot. The scapular of
said to her: „I greet you, holy Virgin Mary. Thank you for coming to us
today.” She replied:
children, pray, pray, pray! I have chosen and blessed this place. It is the will
of my Son Jesus Christ. Love my Son and be grateful. Many things will take place
on earth, but I have gathered you beneath my protective mantle. Pray and never
slacken! My child, do not take notice of obstacles, rather look at my Son,
Jesus. Soon the time of our ‘good-bye’ will draw near. I would like you to
greet me with a blessed candle.”
blessed us all, especially the sick, „in the Name of the Father and the Son
and the Holy Spirit.” She said:
especially for those who do not love my Son. Immerse them in the Precious Blood
of my Son Jesus. My beloved Son is the source of all graces. It is to Him you
must give thanks!”
was then able to touch Our Lady’s scapular. She now glided out of the church
and blessed all the pilgrims. She later returned and said:
we next meet we shall also say ‘farewell’. I bless you, dear children and
desire that you live in gratitude, peace and love with each other!
be Jesus Christ!”
us, she vanishes into the light.
17. 09. 05 – On the subject of the withered and the young fig tree
heard the voice of saint Teresa of Avila:
overgrown fig tree stands in God’s garden. The gardener tends it, for the soil
in which it is rooted is good, and he waits for harvest time. When it arrives,
he sees that the tree has produced only withered fruits. Because of this and the
negligible amount of life left in the tree, the gardener chops it down and tears
its roots out of the ground. He then tills the good soil, plants a young fig
tree, blesses it and allows it to grow. It grows and flourishes under his care
and at harvest time it bears rich fruit.
this, my friend: the young tree cannot thrive beside the old, overgrown one. The
old, useless tree with its shrivelled fruits would have taken all the soil’s
goodness and the sunlight from the young tree. They cannot both survive next to
each other. Yet neither will the old tree remove itself, nor the new one plant
itself, nor indeed will the soil till itself v… . Many forget that this task
belongs to the gardener, to the one who tends God’s garden.
Lord has pronounced His blessing over you and has sent His Mother to the people.
Simply pray and call on Him! Look at Our Lord and not at the withered fruit of
the old tree. Remember that He had tended this tree also until the time of the
harvest. But that which bears no fruit He discards so as not to prevent the
blessed young tree from carrying fruit in plenty.”
prayed with me:
be a blessing to me,
Let me grow in You.
Be my soil, my water,
I want to be Your tree,
To give You a blessed harvest of fruit.
be a blessing to me,
Protection from every storm
And from all danger.
You, Lord, are my gardener
Who plants, tends and cares for me.
I give You my life.
Take it for Your own
That I might grow in You.”
09. 2005 - Happy are those who have not seen and yet believe
man enquired about the Blue Oasis of Prayer saying:
can I do to walk truly along the path designated for me by the Lord and to be
pleasing to God the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit? I would also dearly
love to see the Mother of God.”
I was praying for this man, St Teresa directed these words at him: „Open your
heart wider than your eyes are able to see!”
01.10. 2005 – Placing everything into God’s hands
heard the voice of Saint Teresa of
your hands let go of
Everything, placing it into the hands of God.
Fear nothing, trusting in the One
Who shelters you in His hand
And holds you in His Love.
Him alone place your trust,
Leaving those who pass judgment over themselves
To their talking.
Bear witness, be courageous and humble,
Letting the past turn into ripe fruit.
seeing goodness, you grow.
Encountering pain, you mature.
Such is God’s school of life,
Embodying both love and sorrow;
Take courage in order to walk the Lord’s path.
How foolish not to take this road.
world’s light will pass
And is but a pale glow
Against light eternal, God Himself.
Open your eyes, your ears, your heart
And consider your daily routines.
Our Lord awaits you therein,
In order to accompany you on the way to the Father.
sheltered in His hands
Which were, which are and will be.
None other will comfort you thus,
Or lift you up and hold you as the Lord.”
03.10.2005 5.26 pm approx.
felt a sensation of great heat, upon which I saw the bright oval light of Our
Lady. In the middle of this light I saw something akin to thousands of tiny
flickering specks of gold. Mary, the Immaculate One, stepped out of this light.
She was dressed all in white and wore a gold crown on her head. In her hands she
held a rosary fashioned of white roses. Draped over her arm was the scapular of
children, I am so happy about your prayer. How many words I have already spoken
to you! How often I have visited you! It is time for the Word to be not merely
uttered, but lived. I desire for each one of you to become a true witness of my
Son Jesus Christ. To you I stretch out my hand. I want to lead you to my beloved
for all nations, for I do not want my children to be lost. My divine Son Jesus
loves you so much!”
Blessed Virgin glided out of the church and blessed us once more. After a while
she returned to us and opened her mantle beneath which we were all sheltered.
Suddenly I saw at her feet another smaller light. A bearded monk wearing a pale
hooded habit emerged from this light. His hands were clasped together in prayer.
On opening them, he revealed a medal with a cross. In response to my question
about his identity, he introduced himself as Benedict of Nursia. He prayed with
the Immaculate One invited us to pray the Magnificat with her. She began: „My
soul magnifies the Lord…”
we concluded the prayer, she said:
child, bless your persecutors, avoid evil, I will remain with you.
I want to say good-bye to you. I shall always be with you in this place. I have
said everything. Live the gospel and remember my words. My beloved Son Jesus
sent me to you, that you may become living witnesses of His Love. Pray, love and
do that which my Son Jesus tells you, for the Word is eternal and living. Allow
it to live in your hearts. I would love to see you all again in heaven.”
Lady blessed us all one last time. As a result of her blessing, each of the
faithful had a cross of light on their foreheads. The Immaculate One held her